I remember you since day one, I think it will pay out eventually. If you made a couple of friends you share the same interests with in the way and a new hobby then it might actually already have paid off. Anything extra consider it a profit. Get your investment out when it is time and keep your profits in hive steemit or whatever is that interests you to keep your self busy.
Don't regret for outcomes that wasn't by any means your doings man. Peace out.