I hate to admit it, this was a difficult read.

I'd love to wake up from this nightmare, but I can't, everyday it continues.

RELEVANT:
The fact is that you can make yourself and your family safe by refusing to participate in institutional concentrations, like schools, jobs, and prison; disinfecting commonly used public surfaces, like packages and mail, buttons on keypads, handles on doors, toilets, and carts; wearing N95 or better masks in public, wearing latex gloves and washing your hands; not hugging, kissing, or shaking hands in greeting, and disinfecting your clothes and devices that have been exposed to the public. Treating everyone and yourself as infectious by taking these actions will drop the R0 of this pandemic below 1 and stop it's spread.

Its still early days, I generally follow most of these practices, the opt out option might not be available much longer.

Also, reddit seems to be a CCP mouthpiece, and they also likely have significant influence over most online platforms.

Be Well.