I curse more, now. I almost started drinking again. I used to play in Champion league and got busted down to diamond... sometimes, sniff, I land in gold 2 and have to spend the season fighting and crying just to get close to the majors, again.

People with decks that shouldn't even be shown next to mine just have their way with me, time after time, again and again, until the streak is so long I can't even look at my battle history without wanting to open a vein.

Filling out my season report card feels like making a list of ways I've disappointed my mother. 😜