I’m learning that via cub finance. Honestly, I’m struggling with everything I’m touching lately. I have no formal education in finance, at all. I learned about BTC in 2013 and was instantly hooked on it but fairly quickly learned blockchain was the true pony, so what little I do know is all self taught.

Coding, on the other hand, is something I’ve been unsuccessful at many times over. I tried it in college and I’ve tried it on khan academy at least twice, in addition to breaking out old school books once or twice through the years. At one time I could sorta crack pirated games, as in I did it with one of the Warcraft games and didn’t resurface for years.

Now I’m so far behind even the stuff I could do with little to no effort is a monumental task.

Everything I’m doing now looks so familiar and altogether foreign all at the same time. I can almost put my finger on where I went wrong (this time), but I end up going in circles. I’m gonna take a hot shower and come back to it in a while with refreshed eyes and vigor. I’ll be goddamned if I’m wearing these Superman underoos just to look cool.