I can understand when you say you are used to freedom but you feel the need don't isolate yourself. I worked for many years in a office before to decide to become a freelance and now, even if I feel myself free (but with less money than before) I aalso feel the need to not stay closed to the rest of the world. It's not so simple, but I think you are right when you say to you "It's nothing more than another life experience. Let's see what happens!". I wish you all the best, dear @torem-di-torem ❤️