Your words about this horrible nightmare touch my heart and my soul, dear @torem-di-torem . Even if I can't understand what it means (I agree with you, to understand this, we have to go through it), I think your words can help everyone to try to do it. And sure, I agree with you when you wrote about people who try to find justifications for the actions of Putin is like to say a victim of rape provoked his rapist and this make me feel so so angry.