Dear @torem-di-torem , my beloved dad, when I was sad for something (or when I felt myself sad for a reason I didn't know), used to say me : "This is the life, baby, this is the life". He wanted to say that life sometimes could be hard, there are always some moments in our life that make us feel sad (and,my dear friend, I can't image how hard is your life since more than one year....) , but we have to be strong and to hope in a better day, thinking about everything will be better and living our life day by day. Warm hugs to you and your beautiful animals. ❤️