But dammit, my whole world would have gone to the ground, especially if it was my only source

Hehe. Looking back, I can only laugh at it. Trust me — never thought it would happen to me. It did. And I was in shock.

Add to that — I lost equally more (in total 100k) in only 3 months. Does it hurt? YES. Did I learn something? YES.

Will I repeat it? NEVER.

Good lessons.