Hi, I'm back. I think I'm changing a little bit thesedays. Not significantly but me and friend can noticed it. I was not good at making good relationship with others. Because I afraid of hanging out with people. I started my career when I was really young and during that time I got so many hurts from my relationships and I started to avoid making relationships, showing real me to others and I made a line to keep distance. Those are the ways to keep me safe.
However, these days my barrier started to crack because of the people around me. When I was first met them was about months ago just I entered this academy. They noticed what I afraid and they waited for me and now we are very close. It was the shortest time that I made close relationships with others. Before I met them, it usually took several years.
I don't know how I started to changed the I'm sure that I'm changing now and they gave a good influence to me. Now I'm looking forward new me who is not afraid of making relationships, know how to hang out with others. I think I learn the ways to hang out with others and small society from them.