What I take from the post. You need someone to talk to. Talking to dad about things is not the same. Cause he is dad.

I'm not sure why it works this way be it just does it seem.

My DM is open to you to talk about anything, Or just for someone to shout at if needed.

I appreciate it, though I feel like it's also something I just.. don't do really. Cause I don't want to seem like I'm just dumping everything on people like crazy.
I also don't want to feel like I'm just dumping everything on people..

Even though I KNOW talking helps a lot.. it's like this post helps because I've effectively talking to myself.
Oddly enough I feel like talking to someone who's JOB is to talk about these things isn't the best. I guess it depends on the person cause I have distinct memories of talking to people and feeling like they aren't genuinely interesting in what I'm saying.

Donno why that works that way either really. Perpetually feeling like a massive burden even if the very same people you are 'burdening' say you are not.

But still I do appreciate the offer.