I completely agree with you that the need to consume alcohol to experience it and experience it can actually be extraordinary. However, for a person to live a healthy and successful life in the world, it is better not to consume alcohol. When a person consumes alcohol, what kind of changes and what kind of events happen in his life, it is not understood in any way. But, those experiences and moments you had were great. That you have found fun outlets to enjoy yourself without the need for alcohol and are able to enjoy your life without alcohol is truly admirable.