Today I kinda realized I'm the one holding back on pushing the pedal to the metal. Yeah pushing, not putting. Screw your idioms.
All my idioms are is best
I learned how to sleep. This is a game-changer.
I went with the slow-paced method of fixing my sleep because, when taking drastic measures (sleeping lesser so I'd awake early) I couldn't sleep when the head hit the pillow that night. I'd lie there.
But I guess now I can. Let's test it out.
So, what's the method? Watching your breath. Doing that clears your mind of images.
Images = thinking
That's (of all things, unfortunately) what would keep me up all night.
I feel like I'll go slow just so I have stuff to write here. I've lost interest in writing about this, the spark that made me wanna start this is gone; I thought I'd be a leader of sorts for those who've wanted to improve, but haven't started yet. Like, an inspiration to them. But I realized there's so much for me to learn yet and writing it all down isn't practical. That might slow me down.
Hmmmmm. I'm confused honestly.
I think I'll start interacting with all the folks here. Yet, a part of me wants to document all this journey; of my life. The other doesn't; it thinks my life's uninteresting. Scared of putting it out there.
I wanna start earning, that's for sure.
I wanna buy Pimsleur before proceeding with learning Japanese.
