Thank you, I didn't have Discord confused with Steemit. I had a Discord account when I first started here on Steemit and had no problem finding others. Though, after I had a falling out with a guy who owned an art-website because, well, I met him in person and he wasn't what he professed to be, I stopped using Discord for about 4 months. I had maybe 8 friends on there at the time. About a month ago, I logged back in there to find my friends no longer existed? I couldn't even communicate with @davedickeyall, who was the primary person I was talking to on there. It made me think "what the hell?" I typed in his name and nothing came from it. Like he didn't exist but I talked to him on Steemit and he told me he was still there. So, what happened there? I imagine it is just another tier in the conspiracy against me.

I appreciate that you don't want me to leave and wish to communicate with me more but, I just don't have it in me anymore. I started life being bullied/molested/mistreated then becoming a loner, then went through a social phase in the middle of my life that yielded false friends for me who were more than happy to eff me over anyway they could then pretend like nothing happened. After being homeless for a year, I have found a liking to being alone. My interactions with actual people on the street are brief, they get what they want, I get what I want, then we depart with no obligation to "hang out" so that I may never have to see their true colors. I am fine with it.

Soon, I will have a good job that I am capable of doing and will pay for all of my needs. Once this is procured, I plan to abandon the world of art forever. My art clients think they can get art from me for free or for $20 for original work that can take several days to make, which isn't helping my life at all.

I never liked Social Media. Whether it is Facebook, Online Dating or any other platform, the tendency is to be ignored by people until you start being "mean", or disagree with them. Then, they are more than happy to chat with you.

Then, there are all of the scammers/sleeper agents that come along with my ads on Craigslist in an attempt to sell art. It is getting harder and harder to trust folk everyday. If they really wanted to be successful in scamming me, they could at least try to be a bit articulate with their words. They prove to me everytime that they don't even bother reading my ads. Sigh...

Besides, all of this being online makes me depressed. A part of me wants to take this computer and toss it in the creek for good. That has to be healthier than those anti-depressants the "doctors" give you.

Thank you anyway, and cheers!