This means that the difficult chapter of life has started long ago, which is probably why you feel so much about your childhood.
So far, I have easily understood how deep the joy of childhood was. Sometimes, I wonder if I could be a kid again because it was easier to fix a skinny knee than a broken heart.
When I gave him the last letter. You are the first love of my life; I ended the letter with this sentence. Although it sounds silly to hear such words, there was a lot of truth hidden behind these words. Every time we set foot from childhood to adolescence, and feel the pain of the massive rush of life. Feeling lonely in the name of love, this time, of course, the desire to be a kid again arises in my mind for a moment.
I am no exception. For various reasons, I also sometimes want to be my child. Or I wish I could go back to my childhood. People like me who have spent their childhood in the 1990's know very well how precious the joy of that childhood was. Because there was no computer, mobile phone, and internet in my nostalgic memory like my childhood, the friends around me and my parents spent the rest of their childhood with me.
That proves that the chapter of life was completed in tension-free memory. I always wondered if I could be a kid again. The first thing that came to my mind then was a book—Olga Perovskaya's 'Kids and Cubs.' The stories of children making friends with wildlife and making their pets touched our hearts deeply. Now, whenever I think of it, how funny it was.
After reading those stories, I tried to show some extra care to my pet cat. My cat was not accustomed to that level of sensuality; it scarred my legs for life. However, all of these questions lead me to the same question, "If I could be a kid again." I realized there might be another way to get back to that place, which is why I reread Kids and Cubs recently.
Stories always take me back to my childhood. And from there, I felt that a child was still living inside me, which is why I might dare to write some stories based on my childhood memories. Although this question does not give much importance to me, it was a great expression that 'if I can be a child again. I know a kid lives in me. People who are very close to me and in the line of my story, I can feel that little childhood kid.
I think writing short stories based on childhood memories is a good start. Because it will be a refreshing reading for everyone, I'm sure. They say heaven is for those who are children by heart.