Today was very tiring for me. I have a statistics exam+statistics project assignment due in 10 days and there is A LOT to study. Because I hate studying it, I always wait for the very last days to prepare for the exam, which makes everything even more stressful. My biggest fear is to fail. If I fail this course, I will have to take this course again next year and I don't even want to think about this now. It's so scary.
My biggest joy these days is that the fact that lately I have been accepted to a virtual composition camp based in the U.S. and they gave me a scholarship. The first lesson is tomorrow about which I'm very excited. We'll have many workshops and private lessons with super talented musicians for two weeks. At the end of the camp, we'll have to finish composition for the instrument we are assigned to. I've been assigned to the viola which means I should compose a solo piece for viola till 19th of July. The piece I'll compose will have its premiere in a virtual concert on the 31st of July. I can't wait to share all the process here^^
I hope I can manage everything. It sucks that I have a statistics exam at the same time with this amazing camp.🙁 I don't want to mess things up because I feel so lucky to get accepted and have a scholarship. Wish me luck 🙏
Today is ending with linden tea ☕️ I know it's not the best drink for summer but it helps me relax a bit!