My grandfather was one of the liquidators at the Chornobyl NPP. He told what he saw there, but very lightly, as for a child. This is terrible. And he was dying terribly of cancer...
Later, when I studied this topic at a more mature age, I was shocked by everything.
I'm really afraid that they might blow up our nuclear power plants or drop a nuclear bomb on our country. If that's the case, then I'd better hang myself