Ive been having a spiritual awakening kind of thing going on recently, with schizophrenic shit going down in my head and Im really learning a lot but its exhausting, almost forgot about the termite jam till tonight so i scribbled some rhymes just to keep the jam going!!
These strange things going on in my head, I was seeing demons the other day and then ghosts and shit, thinking its telepathic humans from secret societies and sometimes my subconcious mind/alter ego. journeying too far into the occult has really opened some sort of portal to hell in my room too i think lol, Im joking about that but I am seeing visions of hell sometimes its very disturbing.
Thinking of visiting a spiritual medium soon because I think a demonic/ negative entity has latched on to me due to trauma Ive been through in life. Ive heard it can happen, and this fits the bill. Constant disrespectful messed up shit all the time going on in your head from voices wears you down.
Im okay but it gets a bit much, idk wether to get my meds put up again or just wade it out till i break through it, it does seem like some kind of natural healing process tbh. these things identifying themselves as demonic entities that look like grey aliens have been guiding me through shadow work recently too, i am conversing with them like. if there are any psychics out there that would know what this is please let me know how to handle it.
I never got this on the higher med dose, maybe i should get the dose increased. what do you out there in steemit land think? This all fits the bill of schizophrenia symptoms but Im choosing to consider that its something spiritual instead because if so it can be defeated. would love to know your oppinions out there on this stuff!
Peace!
