you are right this isn't youtube for sure! BUT! this community needs more original content like your vlogs etc. because in general the videos on dtube so far are turning in a circle (almost all vids here are talking about dtube or something about cryptocurrencies). steemit and dtube are connected so you get the best of both worlds. steemit is written blogs and dtube for vids obviously (although a steemit blog post gets created). i would give you the advice that you should treat dtube just like it were youtube. post daily vlogs or just anything interesting that you have to say. i am looking forward to see you in india! Marc~

PS: my girlfriend also broke up with me about one month ago.... but for me, every end is also a new beginning. you (and I) are still young and have most of our lifetime still ahead of us so dont get too depressed! :)