Strength can become a habit before you even notice what it's taking from you.
I started working in ministries out of school.
Remote sites, long rotation and harsh conditions are there. Witnesses get exposed fast. Carry your own weights.
Fix your own gear, eat and what you cook.
And no one babysits you under them.
I don't know. That kind of environment teaches you to rely on yourself or get crushed, that's right.
After a few years, I brought that mindset home, paid my bills early, handled repairs,
made my own food and kept my emotions locked away.
Somewhere along the way, independence stopped being a skill and became a part of who I was. If something was broke, I fixed it. If something was hot, I buried it. I didn't need anyone and I wore that like a mirror but the part nobody wants you about is that when you build a life where no one is neither you also build them where no one really fits relationships.
Start dead fitting like extra work emotional conversation felt on every vulnerability first like handling someone they pick us and touching they wouldn't swing it low so
what we have to know about self-sufficiency is a good thing it makes you capable study
and ask to shake but if you are not careful as a man you can slowly turn into emotional isolation.
This guy has strength so learning to let someone stand beside you inside of all this we can stand alone headed up any other than any ships on the ground trust me.