Dude, you had to beg for money to buy firewood and even medicine if i remember correctly since you did not have the money yourself, also the post office lady and her husband came in handy since there was no money... what changed?!

This is by the way not the point i started following your posts.

The real situation is that you are not capable of keeping a bird like this, at least definitly not at the moment.
You are not properly prepared.

Buying another bird is the worst you could do at this moment/point of your life - accept it.