Is everything ok?
I ask because I haven't saw you online for a couple of days. We had become so close that when I didn't hear from you yesterday I thought something was wrong. I guess you know from those late night chats I can be a worrier.
Pleas get in touch, if only to say that you are ok. I think over the last months I have fallen for you. You seemed to have fallen for me too. When you told me you loved me I felt something I haven't felt for such a long time. I don't think I was reading anything into it that wasn't there?
It's quite uneqivocal when you read I love you
I know I hesitated to say it back and I think that might have hurt you?
It's just that having only spoken through the internet I stumbled over saying it. Truth to be told I felt a little embarassed at saying those words to someone I have never even met before in the flesh.
I might have felt a little embarassed but know this.
I do love you.
Almost from the beginning of our chats I felt that connection. I am so far away and physically there is such a gulf between us that I know to move our relationship on would take a massive effort.
If only there was a way I could fly over and see you. I checked it out. The flights are very expensive unfortunately. In fact given that the salarees are so low here I don't think I would ever be able to make it out. :-(
You mentioned helping me with my fare. I am a proud man, I don't know if I could accept. I do want to. I don't know what to do. Let me know my love. Guide me.
Forever yours
Olaseni
He clicked send and cradled his hands behind his head. A good day. He hummed idly to himself. He checked his list. 'Right, who's next?'
