To be honest, everything is wrong, my issue is literally one huge problem, and it's financially based. At 20 years old, $6–7 grand in debt with medical bills and fines. I have no health insurance, no dental, nothing for my general health. And i can't get any because who I live with doesn't want their info going to the government building. I lost my license for over a year for wrecking my car on black ice with no insurance and suspended license due to failure to pay fines (I finished a rear axle job on my car, and went down the road to see how she ran, drove perfect). I have no hobbies, I don't really socialize with any of my friends or brother's anymore because they are making do and enjoying things.

I'm stuck in a room 24/7 hoping a job comes through with my temp agency because due to my non-felon background, I can't get a job at all in my area unless it's a felon based or no advancement job. I can't work in retail, janitorial, construction, etc. I'm a failure to my own actions, and once I try to make it right, it's too late.

I have a lot of potential, a lot of heart, a lot of respect, a lot of understanding and yet none of this can beat my background. If I had a good paying job, I could get my bills and fines paid off, I could actually become independent. But I'm mooching off my father who I been trying to escape from for three years, now I'm stuck with him for a long time. Money buys happiness, money can buy a lot of things, it do a lot of things, with no money, you easily become the “problem” of a progressing society.

My big problem is very painful to deal with, seeing other's with nice clothes, a girlfriend, doing things that require money. It's makes me die inside to see others living a normal life, while I'm here, in the shadows, mooching what I can to survive. It doesn't make me jealous, it just makes me shamed myself even more. I truly wish I was living a better financial life, but it's over for me, I'm going to be here for years, maybe a decade.