I'm going to be bold here for a second, and ask you something. Do you know of a Natural Doctor or "shaman" who could do Ayahuasca treatment with you? In my opinion, it is one of the quickest ways to accessyour inner self to find out what is REALLY bothering you. The outward manifestations of fear, anxiety and depression are all usually because of past tarumas we don; know how to recognize or heal. Ayhuasca treatment works well, it's an ancient and helpful way of bring deep and lasting healing by openeing up your heart and mind. Please consider it.