No one understands me and no one will ever understand what is going on in my head. I just want to sleep and never wake up again, That's way I can forget all the sadness, anxiety, stress worry and feeling alone constantly.
I want to give up, I'm done with myself but no matter how depressed I am, No matter how it's killing me. I can't leave because I care too much. I know this would destroy my friends and most importantly my family so I take this pain. I've chosen to smile although I'm dying inside in the hope the people I love don't become depressed.
Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I've cried in my room when nobody was watching. Nobody knows how many times I've lost hope, how many times I've been let down. Nobody knows how many times I've felt like I'm about to snap, but I just don't, for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head when I'm sad.
No one understands and that hurts a lot.
