This is sad, my Mommy Merly (Mommy F first partner) also dies coz of breast cancer. And like you, I also have those kind of what ifs with me. It's not like I rebel or what, pero masyado akonh nasakal non kay Mommy F nong sya na ang nagpalaki sakin, what if Mommy Merly is still alive, mas masaya kaya ang childhood ko? Mga ganito ba.

Anyways, sana talaga a messenger from heaven exist no, where a certain of people in human realm can deliver a message to our love ones, what if lang. Sana nababasa nila yong message natin for them, especially yours.