You have lots of positivity in you, thought there's a risk of failure, but thats not enough to stop you from trying. And being like that I think is awesome. Facing the failures and learn a lot from it, the use it as you move forward, and just the first failure, the second, the thirds, all these will surely give us lessons and instead of demotivation, u become more motivated to do well and just try again. I can say, I am like that but only to the things I like. If I know it is easy, I'll go for it..but if not and I know the risk, nvm, I'll try different one, lol. I say, its easy for me to give up on things even though it is that just one opportunity. I wish I could be more like u ┐⁠(⁠‘⁠～⁠`⁠;⁠)⁠┌