When we can bravely say "i'm fine" now...so glad to hear that you're fine. Depression with some other issues are the worst enemy we can face and seriously, dealing with it is hard. Thank you for surviving those long hard years. Right now, for sure, appreciating all the beauties on our surroundings is much easier than before right (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠).