Awwww, this is too sad. Just like me till now di pa ako nakaka move on sa Joko ko. Nakiki pet nalang ako alaga ng mama but hanggang jan lang. Ang hirap patawarin ni self lalo I know Im at fault here too. Just like you, I am blaming myself for his death. I never really become a good fur mom to him. I am just an ass 🥺🥺. Anyways, your Ash is so kawaii. And good thing you finally start to pet a doggo again. Aspin is the sweetest doggo out there. And they will love their hooman unconditionally ✨❤️