it's not about the money
when you have six figures to show
that's why people who get paid thousands don't fix it in over 72 hours
i remember getting fired over not doing what i got paid thousands for
o wait, NO !
i only got fired twice in all 50-60 jobs ... all the rest was end of contract and other than that ME QUITTING OVER the supreme leader with divine employer right not having to hold up their end
like I HAVE TO BE ON TIME
but for some reason my money doesnt have to be ?
so when after the LAST ONE i SWORE IT WOULD BE THE LAST ONE ?
i think "people" STILL dont take me seriously
mostly people who get thousands
or people who had like 1 or 2 "jobs" in their lifespan ... mostly handed by daddy or his friends
?
am i to be impressed by lazy ass shit not selling their shit expecting shit from people ? doing nothing ?
because i'm not , SO ....
i dont wanna get into politics but i dont like being attacked by dimwits fed on money instead of watered down breastmilk
right, that should be enough for the day then before someone gets defensive and tries to choke me by piling up money on my ass because its all they have
..... push-to-talk
yea but i do ... it just wont come by trying
if it doesnt come by itself then it doesnt
up until four weeks ago it was improving, a LOT, then overnight i found myself in the same state as before, no clue what triggered that
still don't know
see ... Ipsos was the last one, right ? and i only "let them" give me a chance because of the dopamine promise of "work from home after three weeks" ... otherwise i would have fucked it up to make sure, just like the ones before
because I CANT DO THAT ANYMORE, threats or insults do NOT change that
people who talk about it usually have no clue, they sound ridiculous to me
if that's not always positive ? then i hope you never have a day of real dark in your life or you'll probably be hanging from a rope after 48 hours, now since they
LIED
AGAIN ...
that was the last time
i found steemit
it looks like something i can manage,
from home
without leaving my adamantite tower which reinforced itself time after time, even worse when people try to crack it open
but its not a threat or something, or an ultimatum
its just that or nothing because i already had nothing, i'm not pushing or pulling
i stopped giving shits YEARS AGO ... i don't "do" anything since i got stuck back here in hellville
words ?
dont help
YOU ?
you dont have my money so you CANT help
i'm not interested in your score or opinion on the matter either
so stop asking me what i think or what i'm gonna do
i was doing nothing
so i am gonna do NOTHING
you can blame the people who put me here
and FUCK OFF :)
wake me when the price is up
14:57 ? not enough
i think ive been over it hundreds, if not thousands of times
i've heard all the arguments over and over and over
from get over
it to be happy with what you have
keep the peasants down, you're not used up yet but you cant have ever more
stay in your caste
(thats what i HEAR, thats probably not what YOU think you're saying)
over and over, the arguments, the pushing, the dimwit-manipulation, the ... okay you had the most signatures but SHE's a pretty girl who said she had a 3k job before and doesnt NEED THIS, so i dont think you can do this
to
well all your performance is in the green, WAY above average, HOWEVER, you can do a little
better
you can do a litlte
better
you can do a little
better ...
ye it said three weeks , its almost three months
yes, just a LITTLE better !
meanwhile the muslim girl who said : I CANT DO THIS EVERY DAY FROM WHERE I LIVE
got it after three or four weeks, its how lesser elders here turn 100% racists, dont you know that
while me i could euh be on the road 10 to 11 hours to get four hours paid because "i could do JUST A LITTLE better"
... before i could do it from home
now, you see, i TOLD YOU THAT WAS THE VERY LAST TIME
some people still dont believe that
it means it wasnt the very FIRST time people thought i can't see through their shit
what makes you think any kind of dopamine promise, will even work again, coming from humans
filth
lying, marketing scum ?
politics ?
rich boys ?
what makes you think that ?
if that means i'll have nothing for the rest of my life
then that's what it is ...
arguments ?
duly noted and discarded
heard them all before, they wore me out, you achieved that much
so i think im going back to bed, movies almost done
wake me up when the price hits somewhere i can start buying snickers again
otherwise
dont bother
its not an ultimatum
its not a threat
its not a cry for help or compassion
i think normal people turn suicidal or terrorist in my case
its just a FACT
and i didnt do this to me ...
tra la la ?
i can basically flowchart and print out the reactions lower management stuck in the same company in the same small office on the same floor for over ten years would give
since i gave the explanation over a hundred times i'll keep that short : i'm either good enough or not
after three months "just a little better" while im walking 10 kilometers a day and am over 10 hours on the road for four times 8 euros ?
that's very much insulting me and my intelligence so save the fairy tales for the believers
now ...
just give up ....
if you dont have MY money, you got nothing for me
and that and that
and then that
and THAT is STILL being dependent
YOU want either something on a leash or something to throw a bone at
and that's even being worse than dependent so
if its not clear yet i cant explain it any better and im really going back to bed now
no i'm not depressed
it woke me up at six again ... the day was cursed before it started
no ?
well don't bother, you'll look like an idiot
still no comprende , that part ?
if i'm good enough to handle live clients on a live phone doing the same prehistoric scripted shit for MONTHS
then i'm good enough to handle the same ones on a live phone doing the same prehistoris shit from HOME, only 150 to 200% more a day since i dont need 4 hours of train and 4 hours at least of walking ... (for which i dont get paid)
making me staying there for three whole months listening to those lies FLAT OUT IN MY FACE
by shiney people who actually think anyone believes what they say ?
a herculean feat of patience
that's what that makes that
when i say THAT WAS THE LAST TIME AND I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU DESTROY TRYING TO MAKE ME ?
that's what i mean by
people still dont take me seriously
and when you're gonna "shock me out" of this situation after a youth of too much authority ?
how times idiot is the word i'm looking for ?
gud, sleep now ?
need
HAVE TO
it wouldnt let me this morning
