While listening to music on suno.com, I stumbled upon this emotional Christian rap by jayhenderson187. The title of his music is Man in the Dark.
The message of the song is about men suffering silently. I think this message is very relevant, especially in our time, which views men as strong. I find a portion of verse 1 of the song very personal:
I’m a man in the dark with a hole in my chest
Tryna fight these demons while I’m over-stressed
Everybody see smiles, they don’t see the pain
Don’t nobody hear the thunder when it never rain
I was raised to be strong, never show no tears
Now I’m battlin’ depression, anxiety, fears
Got kids lookin’ at me like a superhero
But inside I feel broken down to zero
The song did not end with suffering. It offers a message of hope where the grace of God meets broken people in their darkest moments. See the concluding verse of the song:
Now I pray for the men who suffer in silence
Who smile all day but fight inner violence
The fathers who hurt, the sons who lost hope
The ones one bad day from lettin’ go
God told me speak, so I’m speakin’ the truth
You don’t gotta die just to prove you tough, dude
Christ still heals, Christ still saves
Even broken men can be unashamed
So if you hear this song and you feel alone
Know the Shepherd still searchin’ for the lost soul
And the dark don’t last when the Son arise
God can rebuild what the pain destroyed
By the way, the genre of the song is Christian rap/hip-hop. If you are curious how it sounds, you can listen here.
