I don't know how to answer this. I'm very unhappy squashed in this tiny space with my 95 yr old mother and my nephew. Not to mention the other tenants and the paper thin walls. No friends to call and go anywhere with. No couch to sit on. No yard to sit in. I can't play guitar here or listen to music without headphones. I'm constantly in a fantasy in my head for the last 5 years. It doesn't work very well. there are other things I can't talk freely about here as well. I want to make art...