Thank you for the best reply I have ever gotten on a post since I got my first computer in 2008. Best isn't really the right word. I'm sorry if can't express my appreciation very well.

I have a terrible aversion to writing. I get lost quickly when I start typing with 2 fingers. It's too slow. Social media has been a very weird experience for me. Getting caught up in thinking and explaining... I have a nostalgia/saudade for the old days when I was painting large works and having some shows and just talking a bit to people. Now I'm struggling to start painting again from zero. Basically losing everything and having no supplies, space or place to work in. Oh oh. I better stop going down that rabbit hole.

Yes. Every bit of it was thought out and selected intentionally. Not entirely cognitively at some level or is it in every aspect. I love that you see that and wrote about it.

thank you