The phone is nice.

I'm literally surrounded by 10 million people. I can't breathe. I can't think. Can't even go anywhere without worrying about sitting in a traffic jam for 2 or 3 hours moving slower than walking. You are smart and seem to have done well. I'm a loser. Everyone with homes and money seems to love it here. I'm burning alive in heat and endless sunburn. Haven't been on a date in 15 years. Unacceptable to women. The world... No one to talk to. I miss the past and the future? Imagine that everyone you loved says fuck off you are not good enough. That's my life. I'm just stupid as f. I try to keep quiet and stay out trouble and not bother people with my depression and anxiety. Mostly I just want to sleep and find places in the shade. It's a lot harder than it might seem.