I just started looking closer... not too long ago.
I'm presently in a tiny apartment with no air conditioning. No trees to shade the windows. Unbearably hot. My Crypto hopes never did pan out. I would much rather freeze than burn up like this. 6 or 7 months til it cools down again? I can't even imagine.
And then I look all around and see people with nice homes, nice apts. shady trees, air conditioning... even in this virus time they look happy... I'm living in the twilight zone of loneliness and severe heat and uncomfortableness. I can't even imagine a future life for me.