It is true that experience is the best teacher to give you enough understanding towards a context or stuffs like that. And it is no doubt that there are quiet times in the life of every single person on planet earth. Well, while some people experience this quite often, others only do once in a blue moon.
What do I mean when I say A Quite Time? You know, when we are less busy, we tend to get something doing to keep the time in use...... Yea, I think that phrase best suits it well. And in these times, one may listen to music through headphones, or earpiece, one may switch on the TV and tune in to his or her favourite TV show. Or one may write on a piece a project or something related to stuffs like that that he or she can pen down. But what of when you are less busy and you are completely not in the mood to do any of these things?
Yep. That moment when you feel like the world is heavily on your shoulders (it doesn't have to be bad or negative). Of course, it happens to be that in such times like this, all you do is hold on to a posture for a long period of time even without realising. Most people will just stare at something but are not actually looking or seeing anything because their consciousness is far away from that environment at that moment. Now, this is the quiet time. This is the time one's mind is drastically open to many suggestions and one tends to let out as many expressions and frustration there are silently within.
I have such Quiet times often and I do process many thoughts at that particular moment. I often think about my life, current situation, again - which don't have to be negative, my lifestyles and the people I have around. I do ask myself some rhetorical questions that I may end up not even answering. After all, that is what the word rhetorical is there for. Life has beaten me to different corners. And when I say beaten, I mean win over me. Or so I thought. It had in many circumstances showed me the mistakes I had made that have cost me largely and the hopes that I learn from them.
In a time as such, I find it very very difficult to be grateful for something. Maybe because I am not in for that. Yea, I can congratulate myself along the run but it is not much of a priority at that moment. And if you ask, what then is the priority? Honestly, pulling the trigger to my past is. That past always comes around to taunt me. Ridiculously mocking me in a strange and childish manner. And I really can't stand the sight of it.
But in such Quiet times, it always boils down to one thing. THE FINAL DECISION!! That decision that it seems will be the end of all your worries. But you later again find out it was all gone with the mood because you didn't have the zeal to implement and take action based on it.
Gosh!!! I really hope you understand! It will be my pleasure.
Thank you for reading. I remain @rollinshive, A.K.A InThe Black.
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