You make reference to it being personal, when I have clearly told you it is not. I don't know you!

What I have done, joined by others, is in response to actions you have chosen to take and which we are encouraging you to stop. Full stop. Period. Don't reward yourself, leave that to others, and you won't have any further trouble.

As for this ...

"... you choose some and leave others ..."

... I can be sympathetic to why you might feel that way, but in a decentralized environment like this, there is no "central" authority to address it uniformly for everyone. It is up to us as individuals to do what we can. As time permits ... You have not been singled out for anything ...

As an attempt to provide you a bit of encouragement, I took a quick look at some of your posts. You are making an effort to create some good content. You just cannot escape that it is not easy to get established "in here," but it can be done with determination and hard work. Utilizing the info I provided you above. Many have.

I would encourage you to join them!