I am truly sorry to read this, @anilaashraf, but ... Not surprised. I have been "in here" for years and have "witnessed" many aspects of this "virtual world" which are far from ideal. And that, for many, is an understatement ...

Human nature does not change, just because we are "in here." We all have to make our individual decisions about how we are going to handle that. Or not ...

I wish you well, as you work out what only you can determine is in the best interests of you and your future.