It is hard to be the one where everyone expects you to outperform. Be happy and smile when things go south. But sometimes you do this type of harm to yourself.
You think it is your responsibility that the outcome isn't in your hands, you feel shy of all the things that are given to you. Somehow you feel you are less deserving.
But guess what - you are you. A real person with emotions and soul.
Don't let the society's un-realistic judgement make you sad. It might be hard as hell - buy you are strong. And I believe in you - you won't break.
