Get yourself together, don't let negative thoughts get in your way or depress you, it could be worse, there are many people less fortunate than you so don't be selfish, look on the bright side it's gonna be your best bet on the long run, tomorrow I'm sure things will pick up so be optimist and don't just think of yourself always, try to be more sociable, mix with others, try to make friends, and when you get those terrible suicidal feelings, don't forget, life is a gift and has a purpose and should never be wasted.
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