It's lovely you have the support of both family and scripture. Whilst I don't have faith in God, I have faith in the lessons of earth/nature as divinity, which are similiar.

Fear not, for you are never separate from the living web of Earth and all existence; you are held within the same life that flows through every being.
Do not be dismayed, for the wisdom, strength, and belonging you seek arise from your unity with the whole, and the whole is always with you.