Have been a bit slow this week so far, got a bit more concrete with plans for how to construct shelter and such as well as got my passport pictures taken so that i can get my passport made. Once i apply for a passport, that should take 2-4 weeks or 5 days if id pay extra for an express passport, probably not going to do that because not only do i still have more preperations to do, but also over there that difference could buy me a quarter of a used car or a whole hectar of very remote undeveloped land.
Some people close to me also realised that i am serious about this, tried to convince me to stay and even move into the house my granddad built, that would be lovely, it truly would and i truly love this person... I hate i have to leave them alone. And not that long ago i considered asking them to move in there... but... i dont feel like i have a choice in the matter with how things are going. Let alone... The state is to overbearing here as you know.
It is psychologicly taxing. Both seeing everything going to hell as well as... seeing what im leaving behind leaves me with a bitter nostalgia. The old town, the home my granddad built, that one family member that hasnt gone absolutely bonkers over covid (though still bluepilled in general), it hurts to have to leave that all behind. But i have to do what i have to do.
If you want to help me out a bit, if you want to swing the odds of this disabled autistic german boy surviving in the paraguayan wilderness in my favour, feel free to send some help. I believe it will be glorious once im there, the main hurdle to me seems to be clearing everything here, getting the passport and all of that. Once im there i feel like i will be able to relax a bit.
I will keep you up to speed, espacialy once there id expect to have a few things to report quite frequently.
Love you all
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