Self-Pity: Excessive, self-absorbed unhappiness over one's own troubles.
Devastation: Great Destruction or Damage. Severe and overwhelming shock or grief.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the meaning of 'self-pity'.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging self-pity as something I couldn't ever possibly do to myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding my self-pity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I've perpetuated self-pity within myself as my way of coping with the burdens within myself as the pain and sorrow i've resisted to care for.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abuse my best self within accepting and allowing myself to react to my misfortunes by pressing on myself as like a form of depression and punishment that is self-inflicted onto me because I am very dissapointed with myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify the experience of self-pity as being a necessary thing in order to grow and mature in life.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how self-pity has been mostly an unconscious programming playing out within me as a form of coping with the built up and suppressed energies within my body....where self-pity has functioned as a sort of outlet for the points within me that i haven't taken responsibility for.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify self-pity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abuse myself within self-pity.
I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding how i've tolerated pity within others because I've been accepting and allowing it within myself.
I realize that pity is not something to be tolerated.
I realize self-pity is a mind fuck experience of being overwhelmed within the emotional energy of sorrow, sadness and unhappiness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing self-pity to exist within my mind as a form of back chat where the thinking is of a depressed and hopeless nature where it's like a self-victimization put-down and suppression.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having reisted to ever investigate self-pity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hide within self-pity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to burden myself with self-pity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I've tolerated the existence and possibility of pitty parties within myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into a panic and anxiety like experience as a result of not realizing and understanding my resistance to facing pity within myself...and for then reacting to the self-pity within me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making a big deal about letting go of Pity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be an abuser and a manipulator within and as self-pity and pity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compromise myself within and as the self-pity character.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for mistaking self-pity as a form of self-vulnerabilty.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize and understand the devastating effects of self-pity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to mind fuck the shit out of myself within self-pity and devastation.
I realize that it's important to be clear about the experiences that arise within ourselves. I realize it's important to be honest with ourselves about these experiences...and that it's especially important that we do not judge these experiences, but learn and understand them and to forgive and correct them as our follow through taking of responsibility for our very miss take.
When and as I see myself going into self-pity, I stop and breathe - I realize my effectiveness with breathing is synonymous with my effectiveness in iiving. I forgive the self-pity. I commit myself to letting go and stopping the participation in any and all forms of self-pity.
I commit myself to stop supporting self-pity.
I commit myself to getting real about self-pity as the very recognition and realization of the ridiculousness of self-pity.
I realize accepting and allowing self-pity is to regard yourself as a whiny little bitch.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to be a whiny little bitch.
In seeing the ridiculousness of my accepted and allowed self-pity it becomes easier to stop myself from perpetuating experiences of self-pity. It's like you can't really have a pity party any more when you realize how fucked up it is. It's crazy that our suppression can run so deep that we don't even realize how extensively we've been fucking ourselves in the most inhumane ways.
I commit myself to live within an openess and willingness to self-investigate...especially so to investigate - when and as resistance is coming up within me towards a particular point...and i go into a character of denial...as like, *oh that's not me...no that's more like this kind of person. I realize when I make even the subtlest of judgements about another...it's an exposure and a siren alarm for my Bullshit being exposed and that it's flaming hot with an urgent need for immediate care taking and proper dismantlement.
I commit myself to working through every single issue within myself as the acceptances and allowances that are misaligned from the equality and oneness of our shared physical existence here.
I commit myself to living the principles "what's best for all", "As within and So Without", "Prevention is the Best Cure",and "judge not lest ye be judged."
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