Pamela was so lucky to have you, to be sincere she did felt the love you had for her, and nothing would make her forget about it, one thing about life is that something's are unpredictable, Pamela was indeed loving, although o have not red your many Post about you and her, but the one I just concluded gas confers all I needed to know that you two used to watched each other's back as brothers and sisters, is good having people who care about you in life because it will make you see and feel the reason to be alive.