Oh good! (I’ve edited this to add more clarity.)
I (with help from others ) have cracked the code (of life) on this planet and I ( along with those on the same frequency bandwidth ) are in the process of remembering how the game of 3D realty works.
Here’s the actual math of consciousness:

Everyone’s personal power resides in the honing of:

their ability to tame the intensity of the emotion which oozes from their experiences and forms their perspectives or general opinions about things, both positively and negatively.
Just like an electrical charge can be.
When we come to a neutral point, (Zero-point energy) not being swayed too far off of centre or perfect balance + or - we can go from unified field (the collective consciousness) to singularity (ONE Consciousness).
When we do that, we’ve achieved God Consciousness or ONE) and can move mountains of granite. Literally. Co-resonance amplifies power with focused intention.
Your emotions fuel your current (already strong) ability to manifest.
When all your thoughts are neutral and pulled slightly + your frequency shifts and every thought that’s a match starts and/or continues its materialization process into our Time/Memory reality.
If you focus on lack of security, and fuel that with worry about being in danger, that’s what you will bring right to your doorstep.

I encourage you to find a neutral thought around growing and then think about something completely unrelated that makes you feel slightly happy.

That’s how anyone can change their personal frequency, to positive.

Find as close to neutral in your thought and then think about anything that makes you remember being happy. Or, simply think about what happy feels like.

With your permission, I will set up an energetic grid of love around you and your cat...until you can sort your thoughts and stay neutral on the topic.
This is why it’s so damn important to fix emotional trauma by acknowledging it and letting it go...
If we fail to do this, it’s very difficult to generate neutral thoughts and you get stuck energetically and your body registers pain and sickness.
Your experience triggered me to interact.
Let this trigger your thinking.
Love to you. Xo