Overwhelmed
I am eating my feelings again
Choking the fuckers down
Watching I do not choke on my wildest dreams
I sit in panic laced with despair and regret
This pain that wraps around me is crowding and annoying
I feel like I have so much to do
Reading…
Writing…
Living…
Surviving…
And I am trying
But I am failing miserably
I gave thanks for the privilege to see another day this morning
Yet here I am
A pig lying face down in the mud
A dark night longing for the sun
No one around me understands
And for those who do, I feel bad
No one should ever have to live this way
And if you can find or make a way out…
Make the brake
Take the outing
Save yourself
Because I see a poker face staring at me
And he knows how to tear us all down
By,
Tiffany Simar
1/15/18