Because the way I see it, it's just like running from one problem and jumping into another
Just like drunks, when they drink - they say they are trying to drown or bury their sorrow, problem or grief.
But when the drink wears out, they are back where they left off - with the same problem, maybe even bigger.
I might not be able to understand your grief because my shoes don't fit in, but trust me, there are people who have it worse - but have decided to rugged it or stay positive, no matter what.
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And yes, I know it's not easy.
I've been there a couple times, and I know it's not easy to snap out of that feeling of worthlessness and move on with a smiling face while hurting inside.
It's not easy to bear the weight of the entire world and decide to move on nonetheless.
It's not easy to have the world against you and act strong.
It's not easy to lose it all but not lose the one thing you despise so much - your life.
It's not easy at all, this I know cause I've been there.
The problem doesn't go away with the drink, it stays there and waits for them.
And I feel that's just the way suicide is.
You think you're running away from your problems or pain here.
But trust me, you're going to face an even bigger problem there - especially when you meet the "big man" up there to judge your matter.
BUT IS SUICIDE WHAT YOU REALLY WANT NOW?
If you could have it another way, would you still choose suicide?
What makes suicide the only option?
If that is taken away, would suicide still be the only option?
Answer sincerely, and make a decision to choose life, no matter what.
Because I don't care how you see it or what anyone else must have told you or made you believe in the past - YOU MATTER, maybe you just don't know it yet.
And I pray that your eyes be opened to see this truth.
Sending you lots of love and light…