![Sweet Dream Man Illustration National Napping Day Poster (1).jpg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/ramadhanight/23vsJH97iFtR1Z2P1uGssNULaMueGn1Zq4yY1vM8kNpogvQFzLxvhZoSKmsDqwsE2QHar.jpg) # Introduction Hello everyone, welcome back to Ramadhanight Hive Blog. I've missed few days activity in hive community, includes the precious Splinterlands weekly challenge and WOO Zealy Race. A disease that I think would never get me on bad condition are finally comes to greet me, and I will talk about it on this occasion, plus how my mind wondering when i got little consciousness. A reminder for myself, and maybe for many people out there, to be care about their health. ![Dvder.png](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/ramadhanight/EoeEyyQUeqhdqXwNxPXHii1kaEza1QBJB55rfwPJsNsiuhHwsphyuQ3rxGD6dUtDC2o.png) # How It Started I believe that a malfunction of our organs occurs because of a bad habit on a certain period, and sometimes our body gives it signs that we ignored or simply not put attention of it. But the great sign is appeared on last Friday, when I started the day as usual, waking up early (because i don't sleep late the day before), and doing my hive stuff (gaming and blogging), and i finished it earlier around 06.00 am. I had a poo before, with the sign of diarrhoea, i think it's just because i eat something that is not right, it's kind of normal, so i just relax and doing activity normally. But as soon as i finished my blog, i feels a pain yg my right waist. I think this is because i've got a bad posture when blogging, but the pain is getting bad even after i tried doing some exercise. I tried to relax my body but then a stomach ache is coming. I tried to get a poo but nothing comes out, only some farts but then the stomach ache still coming and now nothing comes at all (not even a farts). Things are getting worst, and i tried call my friend and ask if the local doctor is open yet. The doctor is open at 08.00 am, and i have to wait around one and half hours for visiting the doctor. It was a painful a hours and half. Finally i got to the doctor ad he told me there is air stucked on my stomach, local people called it as "angin duduk/ sitting wind", and he gave some medicine to help that comes out. I have no time for asking what medicine he gave to me, because i endure so much pain that time, and unluckily, the medicine is naked and got no original cover on it, so it's just some pills on the doctor's practice plastic. ![untitled.gif](https://media.tenor.com/6MsTODdhpiMAAAAC/sick-duck.gif) There is 2 medicine that i drink before eating just like the doctor's instruction, and then after the breakfast, i eat another one. Not long before I vomit with so much water after that (because i drink a lot after thinking that my pain is because of not enough water before). I know that vomit is a way to get the air/wind away from my stomach, but it's not a great experience. My stomach is in ache, and i got nauseous all day. I also had a trouble for eating because of that. All I can do is just sleeping, even my children could annoys me on this condition, so i ask them to play on the room. It was a total mess for me, and this is the first time for me to got that kind of disease. ![untitled.gif](https://media.tenor.com/MEQsYm3yLfcAAAAC/sick-vomit.gif) ![Dvder.png](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/ramadhanight/EoeEyyQUeqhdqXwNxPXHii1kaEza1QBJB55rfwPJsNsiuhHwsphyuQ3rxGD6dUtDC2o.png) # Little Consciousness Period On those painfull period, i barely having a quiet rest. My mind feels like just wondering around, can't stop thinking about what i don't event want to think about ! At the time, before getting sick, I was enjoying playing Splinterforge, and my mind keep thinking about getting best solution to beat the boss effectively, and you know what ? My mind can't stop thinking of it on my early sick period, i can't sleep well because of it ! I tried to let it go but i need times before it's finally out of my mind. But then something else comes out of my mind, on another condition when the pain is on high level and i got little consciusness, I got more serious thought on my mind: **#1. How my family will be if I'm dead** I'm thinking about the worst case, because i've got on some worst period of my time. I still having a debt to a bank right now (some of them used to power up my hive account as i've told you on one of my blog), and it would be a burden for them if they had to pay for it for next 13 years ! Now I wish I could pay for it ASAP, because i don't know if the insurance would cover for my death or not (i heard there is some condition that they would not cover it, such as those massive covid death later on 2021), and with my money still stuck on my investment that all on red portofolio, I wish they could getting bull soon so i could get some money to cover the debt. **I realized it was a bad decision to have such a debt for a stock market with low discipline or less preparation**. **#2. How If it was my sons that getting sick** On this small Island, there is no hospital with great facilities to check your health condition comprehensively and doing advance handling with advance technology. The doctor got no facilities to do USG, lab-test (urine or blood), and any other advance checking, so they ofter use "probably" when telling us the disease, and if things getting worst, we had to sail the sea for around 1 hours to get nearest land with hospitals on it. I know there is critical time when a great early handling could save a life, so it's really bother my mind because i'm afraid if our sons getting sick that need advance treatment one day. I hope we are all safe and never need for that. **Mantain Health in a good condition is very important, especially when you are far from the hospital** **#3. How my afterlife will be** As a religious person, I believe there will be afterlife. And i realized that i'm not doing all what i have to do and avoid all that I shouldn't do. **I'm a sinner, and I wish I could be a better person if I had the chance** **#4. There is limits for our body and mind** I realized that our body can't bear with too many activity and stress. Having a burden in mind could get you stressed out, and if you keep that for too long, your body will get sick too. I might canceled my upgrade-nesday because keeping all stuff on a day is become a burden, because I feels obligate to post it, while it required much action to be done (because all upgrade things and the editing need to be done on 1 day). Instead, i think i could just upgrade and update whenever i want, so I don't feel the burden. The point is **Be selective in what you really need to think and do, because your body have a limits** **#5. Sick is uneasy condition** My wife sometimes feels sick, and i was sometimes think too easy about it, but now the karma is on, and I feel that **sick is not uneasy condition, so go easy to people that sick** , and I was thinking that it was my wife that having weaker body, but **everybody could get sick, never think you won't getting sick. Pay attenntion to your body and keep a healthy habbit** ![Dvder.png](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/ramadhanight/EoeEyyQUeqhdqXwNxPXHii1kaEza1QBJB55rfwPJsNsiuhHwsphyuQ3rxGD6dUtDC2o.png) # **Final Words** Thank you for kindly read my post, I hope everybody here will always blessed with a great healthy condition. See you on next Ramadhanight Hive Blog ~ --- # Credits Hive for the very useful blog and community platform as well the cool icon community and those cool icons that i use for the cover Mrs. carrieallen for the very useful ULTIMATE Markdown Tutorial @Arcange to keep support my post All readers for stopping by All curators for the upvotes Canva for the free photoshop and all free features Media tenor for the gif