The way you explain your 'conflict' with some of the colours in the last parts of the first paragraph makes it sound like you're referring to them as persons XD and that's fascinating to read. Well, everything about this is fascinating! And also

I know color blindness and this career choice is an irony

I find this pretty cool. It may be troublesome for you, but good for you that you can have this 'conquest' over said irony 👍