You can watch the video from the link above just ready your tissues.
I saw this video In YouTube about father it's weird because I've been thinking about my own father and we talk more and more as he grew older.
Was thinking about other father's as well like my friends who was abandoned by their fathers the moment they were born. Some even never met till the day they die.
I was thinking about the good about my own yes he did a lot of mistakes in his life and countless of me fighting with him sometimes it even became physical because I hated him too much.
But these days he tried really hard to get back his children to speak to him and for the first time he actually changed. I never felt like I had a father before but at my age right now I finally had one he became a father to me and all the other children he has.
I had a conversation with my brother about our father we were finding the good in him so we list out his good deeds to us or his responsibility that he never neglect as a father and a head of the family.
First he never left no matter how hard things were he stayed and make sure we had food and a roof on our heads. I don't realize at the time because I was too young to understand his business actually suffered due to economy was not good in my country but still he manage to buy rice and tell all our his sons to go into the woods and fish so my mother can cook one dish for us to eat with the rice.
So we did that everyday for quite awhile until he was back on his feet with his business.
Second he never left no matter how hard it was he stayed he knew it's his responsibility to make sure we have a father and he taught me so many things when I was young but I couldn't understand because of the beatings but actually he was trying to make sure we were not weak and making sure we know the reality of this world we live in that nothing is easy.
Damn I wish I listened to his advice I told him the other day when I called I told him I'm sorry I wish I knew what you meant by all the advice you were telling me. He said it's ok now you know.
Third no matter how bad he was in the past he actually admitted to his mistakes and well he's still here trying to help what he can for an old man I find it surprising. I guess that's just how he is being raised he was a soldier must have learned from when he was a soldier I guess.
He doesn't share much about his private life especially about his parents but he did say he had the best mother he can ever have. He never elaborate about it I guess it's not a easy topic to talk about.
Weird while I write this he's texting me now. I'm gonna call him take care everyone have a nice day.
Ramadan Kareem peace be upon you all.
