I can be myself, walk around nude in my apartment, get high, get real low, cook, eat out, smoke to my heart's content without worrying about someone bursting in on me unannounced.

Many a time when I'm reading your post, I find myself going YOU SAY WHAT WE'RE ALL THINKING!
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On your collection of eleven poems, I have to ask; was the inspiration Squid Game? If it was, I agree that really was a very dark and chilling show. I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy it, though.
Your poem was wonderful. When I read poems like that, I know it must come from a true place in your life.